You feel dizzy and your ears start ringing and then you just hit the ground and black out basically. Then when you wake up it’s just like you woke up from a bad dream. Sometimes you remember things, sometimes you dont.
Going through my old posts on Facebook and Myspace is such a bittersweet feeling. My sisters and I were sooooo close. I mean we still are, but its different back then compared to now. I was also so close to a lot of people that I don’t talk to anymore. It’s crazy how things change. I was honestly so social back then, super duper social compared to now. One of the things that’s the most bittersweet when going through old posts is my ex. It’s crazy how I forgot many of the things when we went out. I definitely miss the memory. He spoiled me so much. People say to never look at the past, but sometimes it’s nice to look back just for giggles. They were definitely good memories regardless.
It’s always the little things that makes me happy. I still remember how you first told me that you like me. You took me to Chipotle (I LUV CHIPOTLE) and then later we took a walk around Kent Station and then to the library and then to this one pond near there. Honestly, I didn’t even know there was a cute little pond area there?! I think it’s cute how you chose that place to tell me because you used to go there all the time as a kid. Also, it’s extremely cute how you promised to watch Catching Fire with me. We watched the first Hunger Games when we weren’t even friends…and who would have guessed that 1.5 years later we would be together watching the second one. Even though you watched Catching Fire already with your fam, you were still willing to go watch it with me. I knew how tired you were too yet you didn’t want to take a nap while watching with me lol. I feel bad since we had horrible seats that day too. What a sweet guy.
"I like you a lot, Julie. I like you more and more, everyday. Every text you send me, every second I spend with you, whether it be in person, on the phone, or Skyping, makes me like you that much more. Just wanted you to know that."
Can I please have a moment to squeal over how cute this is, as corny as it may sound. I’m glad we’re not those couples to rush into saying the “L” word aka “love”. It just leaves our future a mystery and everything that much more interesting. I honestly like this guy a lot and I know he likes me a lot too despite the fact that we quarrel sometimes. I can’t stress it enough how happy I am and how lucky we are to have each other
4 years ago I was in a situation and now 4 years later I’m in the very same situation. It’s too much of a coincidence…
But the saying “you don’t know what you have until it’s gone” is so accurate
Sure I’m spoiled but I’m not a brat. I never ask for anything so getting whatever I want also seems inaccurate. People just want to spoil me because I’m selfless most of the time, I think lol
The clubs in Seattle are hella ratchet and the nice ones in Bellevue are 21+ sigh. I really wanted to go with my sisters the other day but oh well. I didn’t want them to sneak me in, too risky
I am definitely a girl with a high ego and pride, but I also like to be humble. When someone calls me a moocher, even in a joking manner, I lowkey get really offended because I really am not… I am especially more pissed since that person is the first person to call me that ever ugh. I am too prideful to mooch ok >:(